Hello super-mega-forever-alone-depression. How are you today?

It’s hit again, that depression that sets in when you notice you’re still single and no closer to a relationship… When everyone around you is happily dating and you just wonder what the fuck is wrong with yourself. Are you really so ugly inside and out that nobody would ever want you? I’m really beginning to wonder.

PS- Before anybody dares tell me I don’t “need a relationship to be happy”- I’m well aware of this but I want one. I want to make a woman of my dreams happier then can be, I want to pamper her with cute surprises and little things. I want to be able to do that for someone again.